I was going over some old pictures a couple of nights ago, when my daughter started pulling out her baby pictures and her brother's from the album. They were having their little chat when all of a sudden my daughter asked, "Mommy, bakit hindi kayo nagpakasal ni daddy? Surprised as i was, i replied, "Ewan ko rin baby...hindi ko rin alam. Bakit?" "Wala lang kasi dalawa na ang anak nyo and hindi pa rin kayo nagpakasal". Honestly, i felt a little stab in my heart. Her innocense and honesty combined not to mention how comfortable she feels when she talks to me about absolutely everything on earth, makes me feel very special... Even with those words she said..which almost broke me to tears.... Not because i was hurt but moreso because, i knew the answer but would rather keep it to myself, for now. Then i told her, "Baby, galit ka ba?" "Hindi po". "Sorry, baby kung hindi ko kayo nabigyan ng magandang family. I'm sorry. But I love you." "Hindi naman ako galit. Masaya naman ako eh. Kasi nakikita ko naman si daddy lagi. Yung iba nga hindi eh." And she gave me a warm hug which took away all my fears that night.
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